Today has been. . . remniscent. I heard a song I have not heard in a long while. It made me feel the feelings I felt when I listened to that song. Wow. And then I started working on my scrapbook and as I looked through those pictures I longed to be there again and the only thing I could think was that I was just going to get further and further from there. And then I found a picture of Grandpa and I cried. I went downstairs and my mother held me while I cried. I miss him so. So here I am a big blubbering idiot who is reduced to tears every other day.