Saturday, July 31, 2004

Always I need you.

Almost like floating in warm water, this feeling. I am comfortable and safe and weightless. Here, I will go where you take me, because you never take me by force. Gently, you blow across the waters and they take me where you will. Today, I will not fight the current. Today, I will be with you. I will not say that I have no fear; I fear much. I will not say that my faith is great, for I have found, my faith, and my love, are conditional. I love you when I am happy. I love you when I am safe. . . There have been, and will be, times when I doubt you, when I don't want to believe in you. (Always in my heart I long for your nearness. Always I need you.)

I ask today: Let me feel this way always. (Even as the feeling is evaporating.)

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