Right now I'm on my lunch break calming down. I could go on about all the ways she is horrible but 1.) That wouldn't help the situation, 2.) It would only make me more angry and most importantly 3.) I would be pretty upset if the situation were reversed and it was she listing reasons of why I'm horrible with no way to defend myself. So, I would like to emphasize that this is about how I feel. I'm sure I have a bias even if I can't see it for the red haze surrounding my vision. Haha.
I have about five minutes left of my break before I have to go back out there and face the world. Stupid world.
Actually, I love the world. And I woke up this morning in a fabulous mood. And today has been good so far, frustrations and all. Because, I have a job. I have lots of friends who love me. I have a family that loves me. I have a car and a place to live filled with nice things that I enjoy. And I'm healthy and a lot more than I used to be. I have plans with my friends to fill my time and money to spend in that time. And I feel safe, happy, and secure most of the time. No one hurts or threatens me. No one makes me feel repressed or powerless. Sometimes people hurt my feelings but I recover quickly and they rarely do it on purpose.
Perspective can do amazing things to a person. If only I could learn to stay in the right perspective. But that is an entire different kind of entry and my lunch break is now over.
Thanks for listening.