Friday, September 02, 2005

"In time I will defeat this. . ."

I'm in this place again. I can feel the darkness under my skin. When I am happy I feel like I have wonderful sunshine inside, like Sunny-D in my veins. Today its grape kool-aid. Warm grape kool-aid. Eww. And the worst part is that when I'm in "a mood" I don't want out of it. Do you know what I mean? I just want to dwell in it for a good long time and feel sorry for myself. But I musn't do that. I must find my happy and get back to the sunshine.

Sarah Jo


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Ronnie said...

Do something beautiful for God:
Smile at someone you don't know.
Tell a joke
Talk to an old friend
Hold someone's hand
Help someone in need

It'll make you feel 10 times better.
The last couple of days have been sooo serious. After I talked to you last night there was another car accident. A truck hit an electric pole and ended up sideways on the road. By God's Grace the driver walked away with only a minor cut on his hand.

I just want to go out and have fun. I am going to go out and have fun .. .but not tonight. . .Monday night maybe.

I wish I knew what to say to put you back in your happy place, but I don't. All I can say is, that no matter what you are going through. God will bring you through it. If he brought you to it. ..he will bring you through it.