Sunday, February 26, 2006

I fought with myself this morning. I won, of course.

I was going to say that not liking guys would be great. But then, I would just get distracted by something else.
I'm awesome at getting distracted.
I start projects, and never finish them.
I begin SO excited, and then lose interest, or stop giving that thing time and/or attention.. And not just with projects. But all kinds of things. Like people, and God. And that won't work.

So I say to myself, that I want a relationship, BUT: How long would I remain interested before I possibly lost interest? Or, would the relationship distract me from God? The latter, of course, being worse than the former.

And this, my friends, is just one reason.

I know that God will never be done "fixing" me. But I think there are some adjustments that need to be made, before, before, before

and so I'll wait. And I'll work on doing that patiently.

Sarah Jo

1 comment:

your unmocking spoof said...

I think this is why nuns exist.

They say 'screw it! Not taking a gamble with the big guy for a gamble with a little guy.'