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I think sometimes I try to grow up too fast. I make my plans for the future and wish away today. Sometimes I feel like Im just going through the motions to get it over with, whatever "it" might be. I don't want to do that. I want to stop and enjoy beautiful days like today. I saw so much family today. I spent time with "the babies" even though they are not really babies any more. I played cornhole badly. I swam. The water was SO cold. I think I need one of those showers that is so hot you come out of the water steaming. Ahh, anticipation.

I want to fly somewhere. I want to visit a foreign country. I really want to.

But right now I want to go to sleep, and that means I must do the things I need to do before bed. Yes.

Goodnight.

Sarah Jo