I lost my happy sometime in September.

I was thinking that its high time I posted something happy, but then, I'm not happy. I'm not happy. I keep thinking if I keep smiling things will get better, but its November and I still hate this semester and I still can't work enough and I'm still feeling emotionally, physically, and financially drained. I've cried everyday for a week. Today I got a migraine that hurt so much it made me nauseous. I keep getting fever blisters in my mouth because I'm so stressed all the time. So, if you are wondering why I don't call you or why I don't come over its because I am barely making it through each day taking care of my responsibilities.

I'm going to bed now.