I'm already tired of my life being about the fire. My routine hasn't come back to me. I forget to do stupid things like drink enough water or put my perfume on. I miss wanting to go hiking or biking everyday after work. Now I'm worried about getting groceries or just going "home". I want normal back. It can be a new normal. I like change. But I don't like this whole get-used-to-temporary-living thing I'm trying to do. Why should I establish a routine when I'm only going to live here for three weeks?
I want to go home. MY home. Even though I've never been there before.