I was just feeling a little bit sad thinking about people I don't have anymore. We can't keep them forever, can we? Still, I miss getting coffee with Katie on Saturday afternoons and talking for too long about I don't know what. And I miss hanging out with Ashley for days at a time complaining about our parents and planning our next get away. We had so many plans then, but they are all gone now, just like the people.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I am completely happy with what I see, but other times I'm terrified that it will only ever be me, just me.