His name is Howard and he is wearing pink polka-dots.

So, today I have laughed out loud while in the room by myself, read Harry Potter, invited two people to come into my room to view my bedspread, watched a musical, and belted out a really old Hanson song.

Just give up my friends, there is no hope for me.

I just thought it was pretty 

I just wanted to say that I really. . . that I. . . I . . .

Well, I was feeling quite happy until I started thinking about doing the thing that I want to do, but am terrified of doing.

Grrr.

If only I knew.
Nevermind.

Sarah Jo

And I quote, "Dad! Guess what I found out in the bathroom?"

Do you ever wonder what might have been? If you could just talk to that person once more and. . .

But it is strange to feel how time can drive a wedge between two people.

And I wish I had the courage to say now, what I will regret not saying later. But alas, I do not have it.

Let me just say for now, that if we ask that question later, we will find the answer to be sorely disappointing.
Your imagination if far grander then reality.

With that, I close.

Sarah Jo

I read Harry Potter like, ALL day.

This evening I christened my bed "Howard" and my computer "Jada Anah"

Other than that, I will complain about working a gazillion hours in the next few days. As follows:

Saturday: 3-9
Sunday: 2:30 - 12:00
Monday: 9:30 - 5

Can life survive these tribulations? I know not. We shall see.

School Starts Tuesday!

Ahem,

Sarah Jo

So naturally, I gave the chicken C.P.R. . . .

In the year 2005 I resolve to: Wear my underwear outside my pants. Get your resolution here

smile 

I love you

the end.

Sarah Jo

You know, that one guy with the hair.

Last night I dreamt I was scared and alone with no one to turn to. There was no one to help me when I needed help. Oh, it was despair.

One a lighter note, at this very moment I am listening to a song I have not heard for a long while. Its like the notes are washing emotion over me. Mmm

I just LOVE yoplait whips. Just in case you cared or something.

Sarah Jo

100 washes and still chugging

My favorite jeans were once the darkest blue
but have since faded to a shade of
washed-out gray
and they used to be
half an inch longer
and hemmed at the bottom
but, my favorite jeans
are still made of
super-cool
stretch-denim
with patch pockets
and copper contrast stitching
(why, they would not be
my favorite jeans
without them.)

Thanks Rachel and Katy. Thank you SO much. 

238 degrees - The "soft ball" stage.

I made fudge today! And it turned out right. Now, that my friend, is amazing.

This would be my corset. I put it on, uh, two days ago? Anyway, it makes me happy. This is the front. 

Just thought I would share. 

Hugs like a drug.

Yesterday Rachel and Katy visited me at work. They made me a "Sarah Jo" label on Rachels labelmaker to put on my I.D. badge thingy. They also brought me camels, elephants, a pineapple, and an extra set of hands, fingernails painted and all (you know, just in case.)

Then I went to our family New Years day party. I like them very much. I got to play with Emilie and Elisabeth for a bit. Kaitlynn just kind of watched me suspiciously. I'll win her over, one day she will love me.

The drive home was awfully scary. The fog was so thick out in the country, I thought I shouldn't be able to breathe. I kept involuntarily trying to look around my glasses like I do when they become fogged up, but the problem was not with my glasses. I felt claustrophobic and nervous. I just drove really slow.

I found some new Relient K obsessed friends last night.
And I had a dream my teeth fell out.

Mmm, Mamaw is making those super-awesome mashed potatoes today. I have to go get dressed now.

Sarah Jo